上班族的心聲

By 十一月 2, 2015亂亂想

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以前還是學生的時候,都一直好想要脫離一大堆煩煩的功課。每次都好享受打工,因爲會很有錢呵呵。

現在真的如願以償,當了典型的上班族。每天八點上班,六點放工。剛開始真的覺得很不錯,做什麽都很有ohm。可是久了,就覺得很乏味。

以爲當了上班族就會很好,其實還比當學生煩。因爲你背負了一大堆責任,你擺脫不了的責任:

#1 父母家人

父母養育之恩,我們用一輩子也換不了。可是還是要盡責任,每個月都要定期給家用。給不多沒關係,可是這筆錢,不能不給。你不給,天會收拾你科科。

如果家裏還有弟弟妹妹,一定也要替父母照顧他們。我雖然沒怎麽照顧,可是至少有幫忙買東西給她,供她的portable wifi。好過沒有咯, 我沒多錢。呵呵。

這一個,你可要擔當一世人的哦。

#2 養車

這我不用多。想說,能不買,就別買。我是必不得已才買的。養車還難過養自己!

#3 保險

保險,好多人都吩咐我要買一份醫藥卡之類。因爲不怕一萬,只怕萬一。*先自打嘴巴* 萬一真的進醫院,你還有這個保險保著你。本來想說,應該都不會有什麽意外,後來看到報紙新聞都好多你預料不到的事。所以,找了最便宜的來供。

你講啦。供又不是,不供又不是。可是現在都好啦,都買了,供供去咯。

#4 電話費

電話費。這個說真的,都還好。還好可以找便宜的來用。

#5 還卡債

別以爲有卡很厲害。其實它們是害人精,如果你不懂的控制。我很慶幸自己也蠻理智,都用在買日常用品。每個月都清的。也還好有菜頭仔在身邊一直叮囑說不能亂用。所以也很少用啦。

用之前都會想後果,我可不要做卡奴。

每個月頭,上班族都好高興,因爲進錢了! 可是,這也能高興一陣子。因爲月頭要給好多東西哦,以上列完出來的,都要給哦。

給了之後就emo,因爲看到剩不多啦,自己也不能去享受很多,不能買東西。因爲你還要填飽你的肚子先,其餘的娛樂,能減少就減少。

所以我自己也很少找人喝茶,因爲我要省錢。(哭哭)不是不要聯絡朋友,而是我想要存錢。

我不是工作不快樂。很快樂,我很慶幸能進到現在的公司,因爲學到我要的知識。(厄,前提,有很多人不懂我的工作是什麽。 我的工作是有關于online marketing。 就是幫公司handle fb advertising, SEO 之類的。都是比較網際網絡的東西。)

高興歸高興,也是要回來現實。現在的薪水都真的不能cover完。其實我忘了,還有ptptn還沒加進去。加進去,我就真的變成月光族了。

有時候自己會一直想,要怎樣賺更多的錢。甚至有種衝動想要去做“偏行” 哈哈哈哈!這也只是純粹想想。菜頭仔每次都會罵我,叫我不要亂來。科科。

有時候是真的把自己想瘋了,就會無緣無故的哭起來。菜頭說我給自己不應該要的壓力,因爲我才剛出來社會,一定是這樣。可是,我就不想要現在這樣的生活。每天在精打細選,喜歡的東西都不能買。

有時候,就會怨國家失敗。外國的生活水準和他們的工資很平衡。而我們卻在水深火熱的國家,一個不公平的國家,一個很“敗家”的政治。搞到我們痛苦。

想想,也不能怨這麽多。因爲誰叫你生在這裡。

有想過要到國外工作,可是又在猶豫。所以想說就隨緣吧。

很想要有突破,可是就有時候你不懂自己在干嘛。

上班族,不好當。我感覺自己已經被機器化了。(哭)

我覺得我需要找我的正能量, 我越寫越負面。好吧,媽媽說,我們已經很好了,四肢健全,三餐溫飽。比起其他人好很多,不是每一人的路都一樣。做好自己的事就好。

菜頭仔說,不要一直羡慕人家的好,每個人都有每個人的苦。又對,因爲我不知道背後是什麽故事。呵呵!

想說的是,你要為你選擇負責任,就算要死了,也硬著頭皮繼續走。可是有時候,我們別無選擇。哈哈哈哈哈!

忠而言之,上班族是個很矛盾的position。哈哈哈哈!

好啦,我發洩完了。謝謝你讀了我那麽長的廢話。晚安喲!

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  • WHAT is 菜頭仔? can eat one mar? haha

    same lor~~ everyone live like the way you are~~

  • Reload Food 說:

    This post is so true lo. Currently I can count my commitment in hands.

    RM500 UK Loan + RM70 Steamyx 1 MBPS, RM160 personal insurance, RM200 household, RM501 Myvi car loan, RM100 PTPTN, RM400 Car Petrol, sigh, how to over a total of RM1831, haven count food and lrt card. @.@

  • Crystal Chee 說:

    Can I know how old you are please? Because I saw you were saying just came out… *Just curious*

    And yea, I have the same thinking with you as well. I just came out to work for 2 years after studied. And I feel meaningless sometime as well. Sometime I would think, why not running own business rather than work for others. But then I read an article from Timothy Tiah’s blog (http://goo.gl/XHwl3v), he was saying working as a professional/specialist is better than be an entrepreneur sometime. This article made me feel more positive and more in reality. You can read it as well. 🙂

    And I don’t know how much is enough to survive, nowadays young people want too much, everyone must own some branded stuffs, no money also want to buy, or everyone is saying about go travel go travel. And actually it cost a lot. Then sometime I would think that somebody outside there are like happier than me although they earn lesser… anyway I’m lost on my comment ady~ Just find something passion and make ourselves happy work to do and in the meantime face the reality positively!

    • nicccchang 說:

      Haha! Thanks for dropping by firstly. I’m 24 currently, just working for nearly 1 year. So yea, as a fresh grad la. I said it’s not enough is because I don’t have much saving after paying all the living cost. I wish I can save an amount monthly but not the purpose of buying branded. lol. If I want to save for branded, I guess I’m not rational enough. Go travel sounds like a good plan because it helps to relax your mind and widen your eye sight. I don’t mind that. Just as a starting, I wish I can save more. haha!

      Thank you for that! I like my job very much actually, just that need to find more to learn so that i’m motivated!

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